But she always does and it breaks her more each day
All the horrible memories and flashbacks are trapped there
There is no point in trying
Literally
Until This Life Is Through
My eyes don’t lie and in the mirror I see
Everything I hate staring back at me
Scars, cuts and bruises, dull worn out eyes
The face of a girl that’s heard one too many lies
Used up, washed up, fading away
Everyday it becomes clearer there’s no reason to stay
And if you were to ask why I was feeling this way
I’d look you in the eye and say trust me, walk away
Because if I don’t love me, how can you?
My absence from this earth is long overdue
Don’t try to understand me,I won’t let you
If I opened up to you, for your sanity you’d sue
I am nothing to me, I should be nothing to you
I’m just counting the days until this life is through
I know they are
I’m the opposite of all that
After almost 3 weeks of hell I’m finally back home and the only thing that has even made me feel a little bit better is seeing and helping my kittens give birth. SO many of you have messaged me and I can’t thank you enough. I am exhausted and will answer you all in time I promise. Thank you for your concern but I promise I’m really not worth it.
Almost everything.
